Monday 2 July 2007

worn out

I've been too tired to write anything during the convention. I don't want to let this die off to nothing though, so I figured I'd best try come up with a post. I made it to the first night's service at the church. That was really nice, but terrifying at the same time, since it was the first time I used my wheelchair in public since I had an obviously broken ankle to help explain it. I got through and it was definately worth it for the sermons and singing. When I tried to sleep that night I sure wondered though! I was sick with pain and frustrated to tears over that. God helped me through that and answered my prayers about being able to manage attending more services. I think I may have had some sort of virus adding to the pain. I'd had awful pain through my arms and shoulders for what felt like a very long time, though it probably wasn't more than a month or two and I'd begun to think it was another thing being caused by my RSD. The next day (Thursday) that pain in my shoulders and arms was gone and I was able to think of attending more of convention.

I'm too exhausted to fill in much more, so I'll just get the basics in. Thursday night my niece brought me to the gathering for a while and I got to sing more. The singing was the main reason I was drawn to the gatherings, since it was mostly youth and they almost all seemed So Young to me. Friday my friend picked me up for evening services and then we went to the gathering for a while after. Saturday I went nowhere... too tired and no one to take me anywhere anyway. The same friend who took me Friday evening took me to services Sunday evening. Every day I've been as tired, or more so, as I would have been before from going to the whole convention before.

Anyway, I'm writing in fits and starts and better get some sleep so I can think clearly and feel better tomorrow, I hope! I thank and praise God for making it possible for me to attend as much as I did!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Well my friend I am so glad you got to go to some of the services. we thought about coming down on Sunday but ended up having last minute weekend company so I guess it wasn;t meant to be,Rosa was there or still is down there she is coming back up on Tuesday. I truthfully don't like conventions al that much...I feel like it is a gab fest or a whose keeping up with who thing rather than a true desire to worship if you can understand what I mean? I guess partly because as a child we were not part of that whole thing & so maybe that is why. I feel sort of bad because I am kind of negative about it all...I think too it so hard with litle kids & me being pregnant & all is just harder on me than it used to be I feel very unorganized by it all so I guess the Lord knew when He sent our company this way. I admire your courage! Love you! Eve